Concepts of fulfilment

This should have been a Good Day, but – having completed my next-next draft of the new H3 proposals and full of Ets’ chocolate cake (happy birthday Ets!) – I feel oddly empty. Maybe it’s because I’m tired. I know I’m tired. But there’s this vague feeling of guilt that I should have been studying. The next three days at least will be dedicated to study. I must finish all my holiday assignments before I can even have the conscience to consider asking my parents if I can go and squander Saturday night away with friends. Self-control has to begin somewhere, you know! (I don’t.) We shall see over the next three days how my resolve develops. But I do know that if I don’t start cramming in revision time now when there is still time, next year will be even more hellish that I think it’s going to be.

And I'm starting work next week -- NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME ...